ok no imma reblog this again because: this dog looks like a necromancer. this dog looks like he raises dead from the ground and brews potions and chants and shit. this dogs a fucking necromancer
I also got a new phone!! like a high-end phone I Have no idea how to use this thing. but gosh that’s a huge step in the right direction since I finally have one link to society. I also have my great buddy tyler who’s helping in any way he can and jd’s dad who’s supporting in his own way!! either way I don’t have nothing like I did before I can finally inch around you know!!
I wanna get treated for what my sis gets treated for because I feel like we share a lot of the same problems and poor mental health runs in my family sooo!! jessica is doing so well for herself and I want the same thing
I’m surviving!!! having no car is daunting because I’m in the middle of nowhere but I’m gonna make it my #1 priority to get plates for my unusable car. therefore makin it usable kinda soon-ish!! I tried calling doctors today but they all didn’t answer/don’t have a voicemail/have ridiculous hours. that’s a pain too. I’m using this directory but it doesn’t say where the doc works so I feel foolish and disheartened when the receptionist tells me they’re an emergency walk-in clinic or s/t. I just want a family doctor maaan. I feel like if I get my car going and I save up some money I can hopefully get us away from here without ruining our lives in the process. using the bathroom is stressful and I haven’t showered since I’ve come back. it’s just hard?? jd would have to sit outside the bathroom the whooole time and throughout all this I have to avoid contact with his mother. did you know that she was pissed that his dad let us come back here?? when we’re paying rent too like lmao still checking if she knows how laws work. I feel sick and I cry at least twice a day but I have some optimism. I think I can do it
masculinity is so funny to me bc men deprive themselves of the best things in life in order to achieve it like ….fuzzy socks, fun fruity pink drinks, spa days, lifetime movies, expressing positive feelings in a healthy way, being a warm genuine person